The Enigma of Self-Perception: Why We Often Underestimate Our Self-Worth and Appeal

Tina Saxena
6 min readOct 2, 2023

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In human psychology, one of the most baffling threads to unravel is our ‘flawed’ perception of ourselves.

I have spoken with hundreds of people during coaching sessions and conversations and invariably, their own belief in themselves, their attractiveness and their self-worth are so very different from what I or others perceive them to be! Where I see a very attractive and strong human being with limitless potential, they see flaws insecurities and failures and are obsessed with them. This is a rather sad state of affairs and keeps most people from pursuing their dreams.

Studies consistently show that humans have a rather poor track record when it comes to self-assessment, especially in areas related to physical appearance and attractiveness, but also capabilities. This phenomenon can be attributed to the complex interplay of cognitive biases, societal influences, and personal insecurities. Let us delve into why we tend to underestimate our self-worth and appeal and shed some light on the enigma of self-perception.

The Self vs. Others: A Chasm of Flawed Perception

Humans are inherently subjective beings. We see the world through a unique lens crafted by our experiences, values, and insecurities. When it comes to evaluating ourselves, this filter of subjectivity can lead to a substantial gap between how we perceive ourselves and how others see us. We scrutinize every minute detail about ourselves, from physical flaws to perceived personality quirks, much more intensely than we do with others.

I remember looking at a photograph with a friend of mine, a ‘selfie’ we had taken with the both of us smiling with joy. It was a lovely photograph and I wanted to publish it on Social Media. She began to immediately enlarge it to look carefully at the visible flaws, her skin, her too-large nose, wind-blown hair that wasn’t perfect and required touching at the roots, and much more. I listened to her verdict and asked her if she ever enlarged the photographs others posted to look carefully at the minute details and saw the look of comprehension dawn on her face. ‘No’, she replied sheepishly, ‘never!’ and then she started laughing. ‘How much do people actually see while scrolling on their tiny phone screens?’ I asked and she nodded as she immediately posted the picture.

We are naturally self-absorbed creatures thinking about what others are thinking of us! This heightened self-focus can cloud our judgment and distort our self-assessment. The funny part is that most others are equally or even more self-absorbed!

Cognitive biases, those subtle and often imperceptible mental shortcuts our brains take, play a pivotal role in this discrepancy. Confirmation bias, for instance, causes us to seek out and remember information that confirms our preconceived notions about ourselves, reinforcing our self-perceived flaws. The mere exposure effect can lead us to become overly critical of our own appearance, as we constantly see ourselves in the mirror, making any perceived flaws more pronounced. Learn to address your cognitive biases at play and it will transform your life!

The media, with its portrayal of unattainable beauty standards, exerts tremendous pressure on individuals to conform to these ideals. This constant bombardment with airbrushed images of ‘perfection’ can lead to a distorted self-image. We compare ourselves to these unattainable standards, often coming up short, and subsequently underestimating our own appeal. Fortunately, a lot of celebrities and influencers are showing up as themselves with all their flaws. Societal Standards and Media Influence need to be questioned regarding the accuracy and realism of the images.

Our personal insecurities and emotional baggage further complicate the matter. Past experiences, traumas, and unresolved issues can cast a shadow on our self-perception. These emotional scars may cause us to see ourselves as less attractive or less worthy than we truly are. Once you learn to deal with your personal insecurities and put down your emotional baggage, you gain the freedom to soar!

While the discrepancy between self-perception and how others see us can be challenging, it is essential to recognize that external validation isn’t the ultimate measure of self-worth. Instead, the journey towards self-acceptance and self-love involves learning to appreciate and value ourselves for who we are, perfectly imperfect humans, flaws and all. Mindfulness, gratitude, and meditation are powerful tools on this journey, helping us develop a more accurate and positive self-perception. The quest for self-validation is an inward journey!

In your quest for self-discovery, remember that the perceptions of others can provide valuable insights, but the most important perspective is the one you hold of yourself. When you actually ask people for their feedback, you will be surprised to know that they don’t even look at what you perceive as flaws.

Attractiveness isn’t only skin-deep!

Attractiveness goes far beyond physical appearance. While external beauty can initially catch someone’s attention, true attractiveness often lives in magnetic qualities that are deeper and more enduring.

How many super attractive people do you know who aren’t beautiful or handsome by societal and cultural standards?

Here are some aspects of attractiveness that count way beyond the surface:

Magnetic Personality: A kind, compassionate, and genuine personality can make someone incredibly attractive. We are drawn to authentic people with open hearts. Being a good listener, showing empathy, being yourself with all your human vulnerabilities are all traits that draw people in.

Confidence and self-esteem: Confidence is undeniably attractive. You can see confident people from a distance. They have an aura of self-assurance about them. It reflects self-assurance and a positive self-image, which is always very appealing to others. It is very different from a look of brash arrogance.

Intellectual Stimulation: Engaging in stimulating conversations, having a curious mind, and demonstrating intelligence are highly attractive. Many people are drawn to those they can learn from and have profoundly meaningful discussions with.

Passions and Hobbies: Being passionate about something, whether it’s a hobby, a career, or a cause, brings out enthusiasm. It shows that you have interests and values that you are dedicated to and makes your eyes glow with the spark of life.

Kindness, Generosity and Empathy: A kind and empathetic person who genuinely cares about others is often seen as incredibly attractive. Acts of kindness and generosity flow from a compassionate nature and demonstrate nobility of soul and leave a lasting impression.

Sense of Humor: A good sense of humour is an extremely powerful magnet. People are invariably drawn to those who can make them laugh and lighten the mood. Not taking yourself and life too seriously is good for you and others!

Knowing your Core Values: Having a strong sense of one’s values and principles can be very attractive. It bestows integrity, conviction, and steadfastness which are appealing qualities.

Resilience: The ability to bounce back from challenges and setbacks is not only admirable but also attractive. It demonstrates the strength of character forged through adversity. People look up to resilient individuals.

Emotional Maturity: This is closely tied to attractiveness. People who exhibit emotional maturity often appear more attractive because they who hold their calm and take stock of the situation with the presence of mind instead of reacting wildly are able to transmit it to those around them. They are like a rock amidst the stormy waters.

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Essentially, true attractiveness is a combination of inner qualities, behaviours, and values that create a magnetic presence. While physical appearance may catch someone’s eye, it’s these deeper aspects of a person’s character that truly make them appealing and memorable.

Fall in love with yourself and the world will fall in love with you!

Embrace your uniqueness, be authentically yourself, practice self-compassion, and develop your personality. Once you let go of what others think of you and seek to improve, to become better than who you were, letting positivity and optimism guide your journey, you will naturally move towards a more accurate and loving self-assessment.

As a mindfulness practitioner and life-design counsellor, I help clients focus on well-being and personal growth and make life choices that prioritize their mental and emotional health. This leads to personal freedom and independence allowing the person to blossom and manifest the life they deserve. Reach out if you require help and guidance.

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Tina Saxena

On the joyful, slow and leisurely track, exploring life in its myriads of facets and nuances, dipping into the latest human psychology and ancient scriptures!